8teen

Week 18. That belly looks more like a week 24 belly, though, this photo was taken at the end of the day and I'm normally a bit bigger in the evenings than the morning. It's my story and I'm sticking to it. I can't understand why I'm so round so early on, and I keep worrying that it's food related - though, I've still not gained any weight since my first weigh-in with the troll doctor. 

Update on the doctor and the bug. I have found a new doctor and I'm so relieved! She doesn't pander to me but still takes the time to listen to my concerns. Perfect. She was concerned that I had picked up a virus or infection from bacteria while on holiday or on the plane. I've given multiple samples (the most unsavoury kind), been for a blood test, and am currently waiting for a spot to open up for an ultrasound. She listened to the baby's heartbeat as a precaution (and I cried when hearing it this time - the first real emotional response on my part). It was steady but also fast, almost urgent. 

I'm here, I'm working really hard to be healthy and big. I'm here, I'm here!

At 4.5months, I've finally had to give up on the running habit. I am still struggling with my back (leg, foot) injury, but with a belly and the increased release of relaxin in my system, I'm more concerned about further injury and reducing my mobility later on in pregnancy. Do not fear! I continue with my Women's Health workouts, cross training and will swap running for swimming laps.

And before there are anymore requests for this information : no, I have not yet felt any kicking, fluttering or other types of movement. Lots of time for all of that yet!